Wednesday, May 30, 2007
harpooned by dope
too much vodka
his brain a theatre of smoke
his life already a stupid addiction
he worked like a trojan horse
he played out his weekend like
a demolition, a destructive fire
he didn't give a fuck.
and health - for now.
he just kept up the great game
the great intoxication
pissing it all up against the wall
am i too fat?
i'm getting fat!
look at the stretch marks!
i haven't eaten in three days
you just sit in alone all the time
watching the t.v.
but your own death.
dancing with the world
you gave that up
for the fat lack of motivation
for chronic apathy all day
and all night god help us.
All the people are
motivated day in day out
and when he says
i cannot be arsed
i do not want to do anything.
everything is here. it is done.
they look at me
i had molested
their entire life
i want nothing.
i need nothing.
i am a pearl within a shell
more like, a gassy shit in a paper bag.
i just want to be
crushed by the weekend
and ironed out by work.
the clock is ticking
my heart has no hands
when the blood has stopped
running through my body
like a kiss it will finish.
Saturday, May 26, 2007
So what is it going to be then...?
Do you want to rape beautiful women
in dark streets, dominating, force them
into bed, to strangulate their throat a little:
you love the thought of pleasure and terror
at odds with one another?
Do you want to fuck
little hairless girls and slender boys,
just to prove you're still young,
and educate all that children have
sexuality too? Or do you want to fold
then gift wrap because you are
truly sick in the cranium?
Do you want to rub
faeces and piss and shit
all over your body
and spread it all over
your erogenous zones,
with your lover doing the same,
all arts and crafts and face painting,
because that's the kind of an animal you are?
Do you want to fuck your mother
or your father, or your little cousin,
imaging them nude in posture,
dominating you or you dominating them
again and again: a bed of incestuous
Do you want to torture
a complete strange,
by hammering splinters through
the slits of their finger nails?
Do you want to stab them
in the stomach and photograph
them bleeding ?
Do you want to run rampage
through the streets with a hammer
gun bludgeoning and maiming
hundreds of anonymous innocent people?
Do you desire to bugger and molest
dogs, horses, lamas, mice and snakes?
Do you dream of erotic animal farms
in the most depraved and wicked
nature? Are you a bestial leech
sucking on the udders of a
family of Cows?
Are you privy to darkness?
Someone is...Someone must be...
With such depraved and wicked nature
Someone is...Someone must be...
For this litany of pitiful sick-on-a-cellular-level-Sins
Someone is privy to this tumour of darkness...
(I am obsessed with the darkness,
but I have a strong sense of Light
standing by me. I want to prize the world
open, to expose itself and clean
its insides outside...)
Which do you want,
do you hide?
Do you want these things?
What one is creates your darkness...
So what's your
with the World?
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Fruits of Labour
Jam loved Honey.
Honey loved Sugar.
Sugar loved Strawberry.
Strawberry loved Lemon.
Lemon loved Salt.
Salt called them all:
FAG HAPPY FOOLS!
peppered their eyes
and never returned.
As Adam Early in the morning
Adam men make such strange women,
the hair on your ass is not Shakespearean,
and there is much that the world feels wrong,
but the universal whiteness of our bone is enough
to show God loves more than words confound.
Your touch is wholly more than sound.
Your body with my body is so brand new.
And together we learn to come around
realise warm to the touch, this is
what made world grow and love kindle.
An Archaeological Query
Queer all those dark passages.
Hairy, cavernous, filled with spiders' webs
and dark matter clinging to the walls.
This cave needs some excavation,
some manly or limp wristed Indiana Jones
must bring to light the Holy Legacy
and Fag Happy mystery
of the Arsenokoités and Malakos.
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
Cock Boy! Your cock slide through my mouth
A little worm that I sucked with my eyes closed
Your head was small but hot, moist and smooth.
We where completely ashamed of everything we did,
So your identity will remain unknown,
But your cock is now being read by everybody…
In the woods little stoned boys with sticks
Machete all the flower heads, rip off leaves
Break the stalks in half…
Little dirty secret!
Lying awake at night
Waiting for me to sleep
so you could masturbate
I was the youngest voyeur in the Class.
I had all there clothes off in my head.
I knew the shady safe patches deep in the parks...
I knew were no body walked there dog.
I knew the biggest secret of the body.
I knew were only the very few walked.
I knew when the snap of a stick sounded terrifying.
I knew suspicious boys and where they walked.
I traced my hand along a naked body
And knew the shame of night time
And the shame of sitting with the family at ten years old
I knew the dark treacle that sticks to every soul...shameful! Silly!
I knew why sensuality lay awake a night
Dreaming of every body secretly only to
Wake up in the cold reality of morning
With bouts of doubt sure queer certain
memories where dead...
Don’t tell the parents
tap on the wall
Meet me at the den
I’ll play with you